If you strip yourself bare as to have no preconcieved notions of religion or life or politics, drugs or any thought, what does your being seek?
When you try this exercise perhaps you will like me see through a different lens, one which does not rely on past experience for cognition, one which as we were reminded is like that of the newborn babe, that is the kingdom of heaven.
Release it all and therein yourself resides the answers to what you seek, this is a very hard lesson, one which goes against my hardhead and makes me because most knowledge comes back to simplicity.
When you allow for the opportunity to relinquish the feeling of self, then you begin to see with a single eye, one not clouded by the lens of life/past. I do not resonate to darkness as does flame, I fill with light, but that is the nature of free will and what our soul development happens to be at the time, attraction of like waves, whose to say which is correct, perhaps they both are as long as you do not force yours on the hive.
Thanks to all on giving this thought movement here.